Restless Legs

Restless legs
Cannot sleep
Wide awake
Wishing for an early grave
Kicking strong
Everything is wrong
Restless legs
I hate you
Fuck off and die
Messed with the wrong guy
Now if only I had the guts to die
Restless legs
Leave me alone
Kill me if you may

puzzles missing peaces

Tattered battleship

Aircraft carrier holocaust

Chagrin screeching

Cataclysmic restitution

implore allocating
Puppets anticipation

Fragrance feverishly miraculous peeks
Genuine

Illegitimate
Secretive
Narcissist
Corrodes

The Events of a flushed Bride

Arrogance, the work of god's broken condom
The Universe, The Earth
Speckles of mankind's mistakes

Laugh at love, Keep it for granted
Toy with beauty
Know she will always be around
No matter what chaos you incline

Illegitimate bastard thoughts
As oxymoronic as virgin birth
Flinging fecial hope
So she can drown in your filth

Ah, Secritive as catholic priests
Doing such vile things
Ruling over a temple of desire
Giving it all your worst

Oh, But she loves you
She wears a shirt with your stains
King of her world you are
The one driving her insane

Your the universe, Your the earth
Mentally diseased into false temptation
The Bi Polarized Narcissist in control
In the thoughts of a blatant confusion

Natures course ignored
Dire leading the blind
Corrodes in false hope
Yet, Soon it will be him who will be dying

I await her presence

I await her presence
As my heart flutters with anticipation
Feeling energetic
This mind races on

Can smell her fragrance
Even when she's not here
Her aura ever present
Her spirit uplifts me feverishly

That mind of her's ever wonderful
Conversations flow galore
Can still hear her ever radiant voice
As if I was haunted ever so happily

Her eyes, Oh they are the portal
To such a giant miraculous soul
These dreams mirror those very deep peeks
Into a world ever so unique & original

Nothing like her, So amazingly treasure full
No matter what the situation may be
I will always cherish her
She is genuine
A soul forever free

Lover, Friend, Partner in crime
I love her for whom she ever be
For what situation she will ever be in with me

Oh, I await her presence

War Inside my head

War inside my head
Like skull tattered battleships closing in
Aircraft carrier cruising on
Nuclear holocaust to my chagrin

Mutant humankind
Battling it out
Clouds of blood
Screaming, Sceeching sounds
Flesh becoming dorment
Oh, This war inside my head

Creatures growing by droved
Winged and clawed, Battle worn
Twisting, Turning cataclysmic storm
Restitution mirrors phantom implore

Horn blows, Angels come
No Heavan's own
But Hell's darkly scorned
Laughing on, Terror born
Mortal man dead and gone

No more flesh memories
In this war
Just figmented Demons
Allocating distant rites
All too familiar, The famine figments
Yet, Full of strife

This war goes on
Yet, I am king
No one controls me
Demons just puppets, A show
I am the enemy
They are my foes

Tonight I create hell
Inside my head

Here comes the M bomb
My mentality back on track

Dark Angels of hell
Go back which yee came from

The Lunar Exchange

When the sun falls down
And the moon slumbers in wake
This soul flies on
To the realm of love
Against the grain, Against the grain
Sucking the finest blood

Darkness is mine
Oh, The beauty, The moon it shines
On and on the breeze so soothing
Licks this face
The wind is leading
on and on
The night is gleaming
On and on
The night is growing
On and on
The night is growing

Nothing else but darknened skies
As the moon smiles on
Nothing else but darknened skies
As the moon smiles on
Smiling wide, She tells me everything will be alright
She's gone

Moon come back, Come back to me
Do it for me
This is my life
Set me free

Darkness, Your beauty
Miss it so much
If I see you again
Please hold me tight
Never, Never let me go

Eyes their melting
Flesh it burns, Away?
Awaiting the night
Take me away!

Oh, Sun, I fucking hate you, Go away
Sun I fucking hate you, Go away
Moon take over, Moon take over
Infernal me, Eternal disease
I fucking beg, I fucking plead
Release me, Release me
Night take over, Night take over
Night take over, Won't you please?

Free me, Your child, Moonchild
Night my savior
Hold me again, Hold me again
Awaiting your presence
The love, The peace, The taste, The savor
Kiss me all over, Kiss me all over
The night it's better than Heaven, Beyond Heaven
Better than Heaven, Better than Heaven
Hold me Moon Goddess, Hold me Goddess
Whole me, Hold me, Own me, Own me Goddess
Own me, Freedom's true key, Hold, Own me
And forever we shall be at one, As one, As one


Written By,
James Darwin Smith II

The Rorschach

Warped into the Rorschach
Simple and so serene
Sultry breathes
As the air crevices this skin

Living a day in joy
As I flow within this grace
The Rorschach becomes my sanitaria
Smiling ever so gracefully

Never render me crazy
For I am not who you think
Just equipped with love and affection
And honesty and care

Placing my heart in the Rorschach
As simple, As real as it can be
Flying high above it’s blotting skies
Never having the fear of heights again

Will you be side by side with me?

Yes I have

I have caused murder with my pen
Yet, No one is dead
I have heard voices in my pen
Yet, I am not locked up
I have commited suicide with my pen
Yet, I am still alive
I have been more sane than you
Because I never judge anyone so harshly

How I live

Don't you judge me
On how I live my life
If you want to judge me
Atleast judge me on the way I treat other people
That is all I ask

Lament of a Deathly Living

The dead are laid
In pool of decay
Drowning into hell
A burden of chaos

Ah, No Satan exists
It’s all just fairytales
To hide the true misery
For which Death may never know
So they can suffer even more
In lay still agony

Their soul remains
Frozen and deranged
Minds ever alive
Bloggers, Dead, Stuck
Writing sexual lust

Memories, Just alimonies
The worst that can be remembered
Nowhere to go
But to the abyss
Of nightmares oblivion, West Texas

Oh, How they wish hell existed
So they can move on
At any cost
Even if so happen they burn bacon

Even the worst fairytale
Could be the best for some, Mormons

Lobodomy Unsuccessful

Lyrics/song , Rant, Madness? you make the call


Watch my call
As I hear it from the grave
Make a withdrawal
My own ample wave…
Credence now
Singing from a pedestal
Broken clouds marching in fierce retention…
Rectangular Mouse
Never understood
Never had to name ya…
Winding house
Spirals lost listening to castrations
Mixing doubts
What in a mane I tell ya…
Forward march, What have I done?
Backwards spin, Friendship on denial…
Cluster fucks, Many O halos
Pricks and lust, Watching free cable….
Mothers trust, Fathers unstable
Lost is lunch, Kindly impervious…
Dented egos. Crying for candles…
Fired libidos, Gas arsenic master plans
Done is silence, No longer can be viable
Deadly living, Now vote for a hunch
Crying candles, Roaming through
Where to start, What to do…
Extinctions of lore charismatic metaphors
This is not what to do…
Named this candle
And I am the fire in it’s fuse…
Powerful Angle
The stranger in me loves the abuse…
Growing stronger
Where to run?
Scented stranger
More to love….
How can I end this?
With hourglass sentiments
Gas this grandeur
And light the match of desperation….
Melt this candle
Let all turn to wax
Pour it on my ego
It’s the fetish that wins in the end….
Call it a day, Perhaps a night
End it for good
Lose the fright
No more fire
Nothing burns inside
Growing tired
Just happy to never of been….
Always being alive
Alive, Always never being alive…
Hitting my strides, To only miss in pride
Alive, But deadly, Never being alive…
It’s live, And alive always being alive
Dead I am, Good at being alive…
A lie, Alive, A lie, Alieve
Always, Never but always, Always, Always
BEING ALIVE!!!!!…………………..........................................................

Now that I wrote this. Can I be in your poetry group?. Sorry I was joking.

Oh, How it is so hard to write something so easy.

The Lament

I wear your heart
As a lament
Stuck to my chest
Oh, I cannot bare the sadness