Lobodomy Unsuccessful

Lyrics/song , Rant, Madness? you make the call


Watch my call
As I hear it from the grave
Make a withdrawal
My own ample wave…
Credence now
Singing from a pedestal
Broken clouds marching in fierce retention…
Rectangular Mouse
Never understood
Never had to name ya…
Winding house
Spirals lost listening to castrations
Mixing doubts
What in a mane I tell ya…
Forward march, What have I done?
Backwards spin, Friendship on denial…
Cluster fucks, Many O halos
Pricks and lust, Watching free cable….
Mothers trust, Fathers unstable
Lost is lunch, Kindly impervious…
Dented egos. Crying for candles…
Fired libidos, Gas arsenic master plans
Done is silence, No longer can be viable
Deadly living, Now vote for a hunch
Crying candles, Roaming through
Where to start, What to do…
Extinctions of lore charismatic metaphors
This is not what to do…
Named this candle
And I am the fire in it’s fuse…
Powerful Angle
The stranger in me loves the abuse…
Growing stronger
Where to run?
Scented stranger
More to love….
How can I end this?
With hourglass sentiments
Gas this grandeur
And light the match of desperation….
Melt this candle
Let all turn to wax
Pour it on my ego
It’s the fetish that wins in the end….
Call it a day, Perhaps a night
End it for good
Lose the fright
No more fire
Nothing burns inside
Growing tired
Just happy to never of been….
Always being alive
Alive, Always never being alive…
Hitting my strides, To only miss in pride
Alive, But deadly, Never being alive…
It’s live, And alive always being alive
Dead I am, Good at being alive…
A lie, Alive, A lie, Alieve
Always, Never but always, Always, Always
BEING ALIVE!!!!!…………………..........................................................

Now that I wrote this. Can I be in your poetry group?. Sorry I was joking.

Oh, How it is so hard to write something so easy.